“i’m so sick of falling into that same old routine of being pissed and bitter because of my shortcomings. i miss when i saw good in the world and meant well and never said a bad thing. things need to change again, and things need to stay that way. say good words. think good thoughts. do good deeds.
that’s where happiness lies. when i was following those words, i was happy. everyday. not one petty thing got me down. i let myself slip. i opened my heart back up to someone (which i shouldn’t have done), and saw myself crumble all over again, just like i did two years ago. i should have known that would happen. oh well, the past is in the past. today is a new day. tomorrow will be a new day. i’ll just take it from there.”